Anything and Everything

I've got so much on my mind. My boyfriend's off at military school, and I miss him so much at times it hurts. My dad is getting ready to come back home from Iraq. I worry about how things will be with me and him, because I've grown up since he left. I'm still his little girl, but I'm also becoming a woman, and I know for a fact that he doesn't want to face that truth. I'm worried about my mom, because she's at home sick and I don't know how to help her. She's just like her mama, being stubborn, not wanting to go to the doctor. I'm bugged out about my sisters, because they like to drive me crazy. I understand I'm the baby of the family, but that doesn't mean I like being treated like one, especially when I don't act like one. I wish they would treat me with the respect I deserve, but they don't really know me. I carry around a burden I don't even want to speak about.
So on to my friends. They make my life worth while and keep me going strong. Hope is my very best friend. I love her to death, and she's got drama going on in her life, which automatically brings it into mine. We're both so much alike it's crazy. We call each other our soul sister. It's simply because whatever mood I'm in, I can text her and find out she's feeling the exact same way. We think and feel so much alike that sometimes we can finish each other's sentences. It's kind of weird sometimes, but we think it's cool. We help each other through everything, simply because for us, we can be our real, crazy, insane, true selves with each other and not worry about being judged.
My other friends are just as crazy, and each one brings something different to the table. I love all my friends and would do anything for them.
On to school. I lovingly hate it. I get to hang with my friends here, but at the same time I have to do work I sometimes think is pointless. I'm so ready to get out of here so I can do all the things I want to do. The main reason I hate it so much is all the drama. People always want to start stuff which is just stupid. We all have to come to this place, and most of us just want to come and get it over with, we don't want to hear about what you "think" about us. As for me and my friends, we could really care less what other people think of us. Alot of people can see me walk down the hallway and know my name and say "hi." But they don't really know me, so when I hear a new rumor about me, I usually laugh it up. Most of the time it comes from someone who wanted me to do something, and I didn't do it. I know who I am, so the losers who want to talk about me can, it won't change what I know about myself.
That's all for today. I'm hoping today will be better than the past few have been.